Saturday, July 25, 2009

Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..........

Life has been pretty monotonous around here lately. Like really boring. Work, home for lunch, baby, work, home, baby, eat, homework, chores, kids, baby, sleep, eat, work....

Sometimes I want to scream but I realize that its boring in a good kind of way because I know that I am doing what I am supposed to be doing. I sometimes catch myself wanting to do this or that. But I know I shouldn't. Often times I dream of going here or there. But I remind myself I can't. There are priorities to think of, people to give more importance to. It may be safe to say that I have tamed the impulsive side of me a bit.

So what do I do then? I don't want to reach the point point of feeling burned out again. It's a horrible, horrible feeling. It's a feeling I do not want to have to deal with again.

These are feelings I rarely share with anybody for fear that they may think I am being too trivial. Given that I only have I think 3 relatives who read my blog and 2 real life friends who do as well, I feel comfortable pouring out my sentiments. I am able to speak out loud when I write on my blog.

So there, life has been pretty boring.

2 comments:

Heather said...

Oh Friend. I know this feeling and I also can assure you that boring is wonderful! You want boring. You do. Besides when that baby of yours is mobile there is a whole 'nother ballgame to deal with. I'm exhausted chasing after the baby. I'd forgotten what it was like, plus there are all the older kids' little toys to worry about!

{{hugs}}

Alicia said...

Hi Louann! I think it's normal to feel burnt out once in awhile. I can get that way too. I know it's a big help when I can go out to dinner or movie with a friend. It always makes me feel refreshed, plus it give me a chance to miss my family!